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Is As Does Is

by Brian Cutean QTN

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1.
H e a r t h e N i g h t CHORUS I can hear the night even with the windows closed but I can't always tell which way the wind blows Oh, the stars and moon are loud, pounding in my blood I'm feeling like a river before the flood I heard two spirits call to me from deep innside a dream One pointed to a train soon to depart While the other waited laughing with a wild-eyed melody Knocking on the doorway to my heart Then two more spirits took my hand and pulled me different ways One showed me how my road had been so long While the other waited calmly in the centre of my mind Breathing out a song to make me strong CHORUS and oh, the wind came from the north and cut me to the bone the sun could not break through the heavy clouds 'til the cracking whips of lightning made the sky rain black sounding like a train taking off down the track sounding like a train taking off down the track... I'm gonna go to find a tree I know to hold me in its arms To roll me with its strong stable limbs Then I'm gonna listen to the heartwood with my ear pressed to the bark And hear a thousand ancient eternal hymns CHORUS I'm feeling like a river...
2.
A f r a i d o f t h e D a r k It's no use to wait for your ship to come in unless you send one out Sweet success is a journey, not a destination and talk don't cook rice for people waiting with their bowls in line in the kingdom of the blind where the one-eyed men are kings where there's a child afraid of the dark, there's a man afraid of the light We see him wrestle with his burdens as if to prove some kind of point but how many of his memories can ever be recalled? All this talk is like footprints to a place nobody else can find way down behind the the music innside the Mind Out beyond the music is rhythm and voice way behind the music between the columns of stars ringing through the scaffolding... So we find ourselves on a moonless night far from our telephone waiting for some kind of message we can call our own you know talk is like fashion out of touch before it's even worn like the unread pages of a story someone else has torn Ain't it a heart like a basket full of flowers, fables and fruit where the tinyest particle core is taking root just so somebody else who looks like you whose name is not their own can give it to somebody else who feels alone like to the child afraid of the dark like to the ones afraid of the light like to the child like to the ones still afraid of the light
3.
M e t e o r s I n H e r E y e s The girl with meteors in her eyes is like a candle who melts the latches to my heart She fills the darkness when it's too much to handle with a light that breaks the shadows apart The girl with meteors in her eyes knows a story everybody's heard but nobody knows from where about the broken statues sleeping in the beach sand and the marionettes who stand on their hands The girl with meteors in her eyes has the advantage She hears everything as colours she can paint And the broken statues sleeping in the beach sand keep changng keys as fast as she can play The girl with meteors is her eyes is like a mansion three stories high with a hundred and fifty rooms and I'm staring out the window at the cracks in the sidewalk dancing with the Gypsy in her tune The girl with meteors in her eyes has no appendix but her table of contents is fifty pages long She's in several different volumes, in a rare type face and I can't help but wonder how she's bound, how she's bound, no, I can't help but wonder how she's bound The girl with meteors in her eyes is the exception whenever there's no exception to the rule and that crazy music from her every single movement has those marionettes dancing on the moon
4.
Postcard 03:30
P o s t c a r d Got your postcard just the other day There was just enough room for all you had to say There was a picture on front looked like you passing through with a smile... You set me thinking about the world we share How there's so many people coming to prepare There's a paradigm shift in the wind that begins with a smile... When all of our reasons have only to forgive, We'll be dancing in spirals remembering how to give where the song of all thought is a song we've been singing awhile... Got your postcard on just the perfect day All the clouds were like songs I'd forgotten I knew how to play Every word you wrote was like a silhouette of shape through the smoke... Thanks for thinking of sending part of you my way Life is woven from time and The future's part of everyday I know whenever we meet on the road we can know with a smile...
5.
S t o r i e s o f t h e O l d O n e On the floor of the darkness where the people go to hear the light, an Old One at the head of the circle gestures long into the night. With a flash of brilliance like a rocket already out of sight, come hear the Stories of the Old One speak clearly with the furthest sight. He says: "There's a road reaching up to the sky in thelight of the day and, if you make it to the top, you can vanish without even a trace. Then whatever you have left here behind will just be taking up space." And the Old One nodded with a sparkle in the eyes of his face. "Undercover of the darkness, Coyote comes to take away the night until the rocks show him Snake in the moonglow of the eclipsed light and when Snake speaks, the air shakes like a seedsprout crying out for the rain and then it's all Coyote can do to just remember his name..." "You've got an Angel flying through the rooms and the screams of your dreams who can help you remember to sit down beside the winding stream. The stream sings in pictures so colourful, bizarre and so strange and every picture tells a story of somebody else who makes it through the change." "In single file marching to the gates of the City and out, is an endless procession of Believers consumed by doubt. Nobody can tell them the language they speak is past tense and the part that rings true is the part that never really makes sense." O n the floor of the darkness where the people go to hear the light, there's an Old One at the head of the circle gesturing long into the night...
6.
S t e a d y , S t e a d y On the shoreline, the people are green So many feel too in between Steady, steady everything goes you know But if you choose, choose wisely... You're standing on tiptoe, reaching the source You're spilling like raindrops when the moon's void of course Steady, steady there's mostly abundant force and if you choose you can use all that you've got to give... She's talking in music, soothing my ears while on the shoreline the oceans'salt tears sing: Steady, steady everything has its time The world you choose is orbitting you...
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A s h e s a n d B o n e s Ashes and bones another traveller has come home spent a lifetime on his own in certain purpose nearly unknown Ashes and bones he broke the mirror when he crossed the river he found his meaning and lost his person now another traveller has come home in certain purpose spirit has flown leaving ashes and bones Like the sands of time his dust is scattering in the wind it don't matter where he'd been or who he'd known he was lost and alone now he's ashes and bones Slipping like mercury through my hands slipping away like hourglass sand to the point of confusion his cover was blown without a word no matter what he'd been told he'd heard... Where the River of Time meets the Ocean he's skipping across like a perfect stone his mind was blown lost and alone, ashes and bones Ashes and dust no matter who we've been we must go out the door we all came in before we were born at the end of the line where the journey began Now another angel has finally flown a message left at the sound of the tone He's like thunder and lightning, ashes and bones thunder and lightning, ashes and bones...
8.
Fly For Her 04:45
F l y F o r H e r That doesn't fly for her She don't cross that river She's a perfect example of herself Her arms reach to the stars Her feet are deep in the ground She knows only what she sees for herself There's a sound in the trees a howling and a calling it sounds like her name... She don't read no paper She never cross that river She don't care what she supposed to believe Her eyes burn deep to the heart Even when she's looking right through you She's aware we're put here to receive There's a splash in the water a sparkle in her laughter she's speaking out the sound of her unspoken name... She don't tease the sky She never hurt no river But she can cause the unwinding of sound She got light in her fingers She speak the truth in her ways Like a pro lost in someplace pro found When she dancing by the ocean making circles in the sand she's listening to the sound of her name...
9.
Medicine Bow 05:19
M e d i c i n e B o w "Was the heavy hand of justice that tamed the Wild West" That's what the highway said read through the pounding rain and wind There were fences and there snowbreaks across the once wild prairie land where the people and treaties were scattered like dust whenever they took a stand. Now these were people who knew the seasons and the song of every stream How to use the plants for medicine when to listen to their dreams. To them that old Great Spirit wasn't something out afar. It was part of animals, man and rocks, every river and every star. Medicine Bow, covered in snow still a thousand miles to go So the Red Ones told the White Ones: Anytime you must decide, take into consideration at least seven generations but the White Ones laughed at the Red Ones saying: You've got the wrong information; this land is God's abundance, all here for the taking. So the White Ones built their cities, drilling the holes to drain the oil killing animals just for sport and leaving them on the plains to spoil While the Red Ones built small fires and huddled close around, the White One's fires roared so loud, the whole world feared the sound. Medicine Bow, covered in snow still a thousand miles to go So when the struggle came down between them, it was easy to see who'd win White Ones had their Thundersticks, the Red Ones had their skins and when the Union Pacific Railroad came laying tracks across the land Anybody who'd dare get in the way felt the Great White Father's hand. Now there's highways connecting cities to every corner of this nation Most still roll right on past those forgotten reservations until the government comes to strip away the mineral foundation to feed the greed and ravenous rage of an industrial civilization. Leif Ericson was here before Columbus and Cortez followed after but the Ones here first who greeted them all were the People who walked the connection. with no thought of conquering a wild land or hauling away Her treasures, these people made peace with the Land and the Water, the Fire and the Four Directions. Medicine Bow, covered in snow still a long, hard way to go Medicine Bow, covered in snow... Beneath a cold white blanket on a blood-soaked land Medicine Bow crumble in our hands...
10.
A i n ' t I t B u d d y ' s ! From the top of the mountain to the bottom of the sea out to the great horizon and the liberty tree I thought I heard the prophet say: "Ain't no more time to run away!" Ain't it hard when you're living for the truth? Well, I dreamed we found that pot of gold but the liquid coins weren't meant to hold like liquidreams from bottled brains spilling over like the springtime riverain Ain't it hard when you're trying to hold on? Now I lay me down to sleep You know I don't take pills and I can't count sheep but if I should die in the middle of a song, I know the Angels of Music gonna carry me along Ain't it hard when you're trying to stand tall in a world so small? Yes and isn't it fun when we stop thinking about how hard?
11.
Warm 02:43
W a r m even though night was warm opening release from clouds water and lightning pour two breathing hearts pound loud even though night was warm owl voice breeze expanded two breathing hearts together dissolve into a notion instead of thinking much too loud or storming around like thunder forgetting to remember to listen is like relinquishing your sense of wonder even though night was waltz, they tangoed in doublexplosure drinking fire from starlight cups tasting the night with no clothes--sure even though night was warm pressed together in changing two breathing hearts extended enhancing and releasing two gather
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Special Care 03:24
S p e c i a l C a r e Take special care wherever you are no matter how far you go You know you won't know where until you've gotten there and by then it may be time to go You're like a fish in the ocean growing legs to climb ashore becoming more... You're like a moth in the hand who don't understand on your way to being set free outside It seems a hard way to go and there's so much you don't know that you might just as well enjoy the ride or you can beat your wings crazy until they're tired and sore and they don't open anymore Take a big breath in, it's time to begin You've gotta walk before you learn to fly We can count the stars and put 'em in a jar but there'll always be more in the sky You've got the clouds for a pillow You've got the sky beneath your feet –– What else could be so sweet? Don't you know there's a reason that the rain falls?

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Is As Does Is was originally released on realtime cassette back in 1995, pressed to CD in 1997 and has been out of print since. Digital mastering in those days was primitive and the sampling rate was not high enough to be transparent. The original two track analog tape was remastered in February 2020 for its 25th anniversary.

A limited run of manufactured CDs are available as well as direct download in three different formats (WAV, FLAC and mp3 320).

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released June 15, 2020

All songs © and ℗ 2020 Brian Cutean, BMI and written, sung, played and recorded by Brian Cutean at Calgomelgra Studio, San Marcos, Texas, 1995. Remastered in 2020 by Gus Elg at Sky Onion Studio, Portland. Cover picture by Michele Renee. Original layout by Michele Pain. 2020 layout by Kimm Still, Lampadina Design. Back cover and inside photos by Brenda Ladd.

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Brian Cutean/QTN, Oregon songpoet and wordsmith musician, writes songs with offbeat and touching lyrical observations on the socialography of the human condition. He has performed with spirit and whimsy all over these United States for many years.

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